ATTACKING

ATTACKING

There is not a time when you’re not there

Asking me if my heart belongs to you or do I care

I’m young and I must have my space

Don’t make me regret and choose another face

Aggressive and Possessive is what u are

You’re destroying our relationship by far

Pressured is the last way I like to feel

A heart can’t be convinced it has to be real

I thought the grass would be greener on the other side

Whoever made up that saying must have lied

I know I said ____oh I like you first

I went after you to please my thirst

Don’t get me wrong you’re a great guy

But some are better for others and that’s no lie

THE DAY MY BROTHER PAST..

Today is the date, that my brother past
This is the anniversary of his last
Although time flies by so fast
Everyday feels like yesterday
The memory never fades
I still miss him like he left yesterday
U never know what it is like to lose someone
Till you lose someone forever
I will tell you this
You will remember and cry forever
We are in this world chasing dreams and chasing things
Not paying attention to what life brings
We cry about break ups, money, and material joys
All that shit seems so meaningless
When you can no longer touch, feel, or see someone who was a part of you
So if you love someone
Don't be afraid to tell them everyday
Don't forget to hug them every time they leave
This life on earth is not guaranteed
Take full advantage
Of every moment spent
I never imagined my brothers last day
Till it was here

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HAPPY HALLOWEEN AND DAY OF REST TO MY BROTHER DAMAN

YOU'RE NOT AS GOOD AS IT GETS

 YOU'RE NOT AS GOOD AS IT GETS

You're not as good as it gets

I remember when you said I will never get another man as good as you

Anything is better than what you put me through

Actually my next man will be a little bit taller

I’m sure that will make you feel even smaller 

U said no one else would come home to me every night

I had u coming home, so what makes u think you are right

U said the next man would only sex me and go

U were with me for seven years though

You’re a control freak and all u do is lie

U thought buying me gifts wouldn’t make me say good bye

U can’t buy my love or my heart

I rather be broke than let you tear my life apart

I’m at that point; it’s not me it’s you

U were the one that couldn’t be true

You have cheated on every girl you have ever been with

Everyone knows this already it is no myth

You are an exact replica of what insecure people do

I love myself too much to stay with you

You told everyone I was crazy and made me look bad

Then you have the nerve to wonder why I’m mad

U ask why we can’t be friends, why I won’t let you in

Cause u will never ever manipulate and trick me again

I couldn’t even get you to go to church

That should have been my first sign to began a new man search

Next time I will let God bring me my man

My God is bigger than u and so is his plan

Good bye

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BRAND NEW

BRAND NEW

Feeling Brand New

Got a new attitude and I’m wearing it

Do you see how my aura is lit?

I let go of all my anguish in the past

This new transformation is happening so fast

I trusted in God and he has taken the lead

I have given faith a chance and planted a seed

At my strongest point in my life

I can’t be stopped no more strife

Standing tall and breaking through

I hope u ready, because I’m officially brand new

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GOD'S GRACE

GOD'S GRACE

I asked God for riches he didn’t reply

I asked him for a man he asked why

I asked him for a career

He said be patient my dear

I asked him for a car

He said I’m taking it too far

He told me I forgot about the material things that I think count

Love, faith, and trust in him will give me the largest amount

Everything will fall in to place

If u make choices by God’s Grace

Don’t follow what people do

Allow me to shine through you

I am you’re God I won’t steer you wrong

But I need you to focus and stay strong

I will give u what u need

Just follow my lead

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NEVER FORGET

NEVER FORGET

I’ll never forget the times we shared

I’ll never forget how you always cared

I’ll always remember how you stuck by me

Just like a lock does to a key

Good times and bad times you were always there

Why did you have to go, life is so unfair

We’ll be together again whatever else we do

But until that day comes I’ll always love you

Don’t worry about you ever leaving my heart

You’ll always be there like you were from the start

I know your keeping an eye on me whatever else you do

Wrapping your wings around me and guiding me through

I feel you watching me from up above

I feel it all around me that thing called love

Now that you’re gone

I have one thing to say

If I had a four leaf clover I’d wish for one more day

picture of my brother and I as kids R.I.P. Daman 
 

WRITTEN BY: DEENA HOLLAND
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